Best Year of My Lives is 2011!

Hello guys. What cha duin? Haha I'm fine :) as usual. But I'm freaking easily get emotion with people around me though they didn't wrong anyway -____- I'm sorry guys, I'm in PMS. Sucks.

Okay, on this posting I want to describe about flashback during this year. Because today is the last day in 2011. Let me begin :)
JANUARY

Festival Karmany Smansa 2011, Ocean Session 

Denpasar Festival 2011 with DADA :')

On January, I did so many things. I began my first semester in the 10th grade. Getting close with my Dewanty Aprillia, and so my ex-boyfriend's birthday on 29th. Oh ya, on January there were also FKS or Festival Karmany Smansa with theme Ocean Session and Denpasar Festival, which ended today. It begun two days ago. But I couldn't come because my friends were busy this time :( sad.
FEBRUARY

Is it February? I just can remember what happened on 14th February. Yeah exactly that's Valentine's Day. I got my 2nd flower and a tiny chocolate, I got it from my ex. Both of that things. Honestly I was glad that day hehehe :$
The Full-of-Hapiness month :')





MARCH
My Mom's birthday!! Yeah. And also DBL and Porjar&PSR. And I didn't have any photos of that -_-
APRIL
What happened on April? I think April I'm in a big trouble with my best friends. I did't even know why they hostile me :') but now I'm fine, really fine with all of them :*
MAY!!!!!

you guys are precious♥

Exactly!!!! It was my sweet sixteen birthday! Yupiiiiiy. Honestly that day I wasn't glad. Yeah, I was sad. Because my boy (now he is my ex) consider his school soccer more important than go out with me. He promised me once to go with me on my birthday. But he lied. So my friends cheer me up and we went to Centro, had a dinner at Burger King and sang along at Inul Vizta. Thanks God, You give them for me :')
JUNE
I think on June I was undergoing my exam. Final exam. So maybe that month I spent my time studying and finally got Science 2 -_- fuck. Stressful month argh!
JULY
HOLIDAY!!!!!!!! Yeah hahaha. I went to Hong Kong with my family on July. Ah it was unforgettable. You guys must go there. I didn't like the weather, but I love the places! Disney Land!! I want go there again next time haha. Just kidding I have no money.

at The Golden Bauhinia Tower

Dreams come true, Disney Land.

AUGUST
I'm on grade 11 now :D Senior year! Yeah. I got my SJC's shirt. Finally. Thanks God :)
Hey by the way I got heartache this month. Andreee :') hahahahaha.
SEPTEMBER
Month of Heartbreak. Where I got close with him but suddenly there was a car crossing in the road and crash you. It hurts. Huhu. But It doesn't matter, he had back :D
OCTOBER
Month of Love. My first year anniversary with Baskara. Hmmm, he gave me roses, photo frame and cute dolls :3 OMG I gave it back to him :( lil bit regret...But If I wasn't give it back, it must be so hard to forget him. Huhu.
NOVEMBER
Month of trouble. So the story begin when the Journalist Club's inauguration. On September, I broke up with Baskara and getting close with him. But suddenly he is gabeng and I'm back to Baskara. So Baskara deleted him from my bbm contact, and suddenly on this month, 16th of November, he invited me again and I accepted and Baskara didn't even know it. I changed his name become 'putri' on my bbm contact. LOL. Baskara didn't realize it -_- stupid. But then, one day, I was gabengin both of them. I asked Baskara to picked me up at home because I can't go to school if he didn't help me :') on the way, we met Andre. I saw him, but I didn't know that he saw me too oh stupid as hell. Then when I arrived at school, suddenly his friend, Dhara, asked me 'Did you go out with Baskara this morning?' and I was shocked. So shocked. I just forget about it and walked along. I just remember that Baskara put his key on my bag so I used his car to go out with my friends hahaha, and when we've returned from there, I searched Baskara and found him in front of the library. I stand up in front of him and suddenly Andre saw us!!!!! Oh God, so apes! Dammit hahaha. Then suddenly I ran away and Baskara was mad at me that time. "If you really love him, just let me go." And yeah, I let him go. You know? Andre was mad too at me. That's why I believe in Karma -_- Then I explained what happened that morning, but he wasn't believe me. I asked Dhara's help, so do Lia. Until he said "Lain kali jangan kayak gitu lagi ya. Kamu pilih satu atau kamu bakal kehilangan keduanya." And I replied "I choose you, ndre." Aw♥
DECEMBER
The end of every chapter. I mean the end of 2011 :D Christmas and New Year is two things that everybody's wait on December. And so do me! :)
I didn't do anything while Christmas. I just text him and say Merry Christmas but it's too late :( I'm so tired because I just got home from stayed overnight at Marriot.
Ohyaaa, this December was so delightful. I stayed overnight with my girls. I almost forgot it :$ December is a holiday's month so I did so many things that I can't explain one by one. And now, I'm at Jelita's house, celebrating New Year's Eve with my beloved big family. Ahhhh so cozy! Yah anyway, until now, I'm doing so fine with Andre. Wish me the best way, guys. Hope he is not gabeng anymore. I have so many list to do in 2012. Oh God, unbelievable. 2012, I'm scared but yeah if it's destiny we're all gonna die on 2012, we can't do anything :)

Oookay guys. This is the last post on this year. I hope you guys have such a beautiful New Year's Eve. I love you, 2011. I hope 2012 will be better :)

with♥ xoxo

Teenage Year, Teenage Life, Teenage Dream!

Counting days to began a new year guys! Good night everybody :)

Today I'm still on holiday. Yeah. But in a few days, I'll meet my friends at school. Can't wait!!!

Few days ago, I went to Courtyard by Marriot with Dentria and Lia. Thank you so much to Dentria's handsome daddy to give us the voucher. Hahaha. We had so much fun! I'll tell you the story ;)

Okay, I'm too excited. Can't imagine what would happen today and tomorrow. So me and Lia went to Dentria's house, waited her dad and went to Nusa Dua. I'm soooooo excited :D The next thing I remember, suddenly we've arrived at Marriot and got room 4216. Ah I still even remember hahahaha. The first thing we did when we've arrived is, hungry. So we call the room service because it was 4pm. We ordered fried rice and baked fried potato -_-?

the baked fried potato -_-?

this is the fried rice with egg and sate. One for three :')

After order those super expensive foods, we made a plan. Failed plan hahaha. Not as we expected -_-

our plan :'

Actually we planned that day we're going to swimming or cycling. Then, went to Sogo. But we didn't. Hahaha. But we still went to Sogo. 

Haleluyaaa! hahaha

We found some cute shop named PINK, the accessories were cute and the decoration was creative! I like that shop anyway. Went to Surfer Girl, outgoing and incoming one by one shops, but we didn't buy anything hahahaha. Last, we went to Starbucks. When we went there, we found a wall full with gravity. Not a real gravity but a streaks hand from many countries. We also wrote something there, and I wrote this.

at PINK

at PINK. Christmas's atmosphere :D

I'm a lil bit upset with Lia and Dentri. We've deal that we won't bring any boys, but they did. Their boyfriend come, but yes it's for our virtue. If their boyfriend weren't there, I think we couldn't go anywhere. So I can't do anything :' pity me. So we went to KFC to bought some foods. Because if I'm not ate in order, I'll get stomachache

The next day, in the morning, we planned that we're going to go to the beach to see a sunset, but we didn't!!! Lol. We woke up late, and too lazy to wake up -_- so we took a bath and going to the spa, to rent some bicycle hahahaha. It failed too -_- I forgot that I can't ride a bicycle. Bangkeee haha. It rained too, so we stayed at room and told stories. This is a top secret so I won't tell'em here :p when the rain had begun to subside, we went to the pool and bathing, not swimming haha. Actually we planned that day we're going home. But me and Lia not willing to. So I asked permission to my Mom and so do Lia, and we've permitted!!!! Haha I can't believe it. This is the first time my parents permitted me to stay over night for 2 days. OMG OMG OMG!! We went to Sogo again and we asked Lia's boy to took us to Dentria's house because we had lack of clothes :') wakakakakak. After that we had dinner, at KFC :')

The next morning, we were swimming and I forgot about those shit that happened yesterday. We met a cute girl name Lucy, Suzu whatever, haha but her nickname is Lucy. She is super cute!!!! She is from Australia and she told us that she wanted to be a swimmer. How cute :3

And then we back to our room, spent our last time together at that room, bathing for hours and watching TV.

Ah it was too unforgettable. I felt my teenage life there. So free without parents but I lost much money :') and now I'm being so poor hiks. But at least I'm happy guys, even a lil bit upset. But this is so unforgettable. I wish next time I will do the same thing with my girls! All of them! Amien.

With love, xoxo:*

Happy Belated Mother's Day!

I should posted this post 2 days ago. But I'm kinda busy. I'm so sorry :(

Actually, we didn't buy anything for our mom for this mother's day. We don't have time, so do my sister was so busy this weeks. I'm so sorry Mom, I know I'm so seditious but I love you, Mom :(

But I sent her bbm on midnight because I can't sleep that time. The day before, she actually asked us to go outside to bought her some rose or gift. But we didn't :( my father was so gabeng, my older sister's too. Just me and my younger sister felt excited to bought her some gift. Until the next day, I went holiday to Nusa Dua with my friends and just came back home today, I saw bucket of roses in her bedroom. Whoa, I don't even know it.

But Mom, you know what? I am Ego. I am stubborn. I am not perfect. I am a protester! Still, I do love you mom. Even words can't explain how big my love for you. There's a special place in my heart for you, Mom. I'm so sorry for my mistakes. I promise and I'll try not to repeat it again. Someday, when I'm older, I swear, I'll make you proud that you gave birth to me as your daughter.

Mom, I love you. No matter what happens♥

Bebek Tepi Sawah

Sorry for the late update guys! I'm a lil bit busy this few days. You know? This is holiday already!! Haha.

Anyway, two days ago, I went to Ubud with my family. We went to Bebek Tepi Sawah for lunch. Yummy!!!!!!!!! When we arrived, the restaurant was so crowded that we almost didn't find any empty seat. But then, after few minutes someone called us and ask for table. Yeay! We almost died haha. Then we ordered some foods and drinks. Took photos too. A lot of haha, not really. The foods were delicious. I like it. But not with the price. It wasn't worth it for my wallet haha -_- of course my dad paid us! Actually my mom promised to paid it back later haha.

Precious Day with my Precious Girls♥

Ciao Blog World! How are you? I'm good as usual! ;)

Anyway, yesterday is my best saturday night ever (after the unforgettable valentine's night last year). Me and my gorgeous girls went to Seminyak to find some cool place to visited in. We choosed Jemme Cafe at Seminyak finally. The place was so cozy, because it was so quite few of people come to that place. We took so many pictures there. But pitiful, none of my fcking face looks beautiful...So miserable :")

with my twins, Lia♥

with Dentria, Diana and Lia

with Sintha and Bitha

Gorjesss!!!!!♥

twinny! *hugs*

from left: Dentria, Sintha, Andin, Lia and Me.
Hey, what did Diana and Bitha are doing???

taking picture in the bathroom, haha

from left: Diana, Lia, Me, Bitha and Sintha

Nine in Billion!♥

Hello, Gorgeous :*

unclear photo, beautiful looks!

Goodbye, Jemme!

Lovely and Unforgettable Day!

 I'm HAPPY!! :D

How happy I am today, guys!!!!!!!! Hello, moi back :D how are you?? I'm super fine thank you! :)

Today, 15th of December 2011, I will record it in the history of my life! Yiiiiiiha! I'm confuse where I have to begin the story -_- okay let's start it with the story on this morning *dancing*.

I woke up with unusual feeling because yesterday someone has made me dancing til' the world ends! Haha kidding. Yesterday, 'he' texted me unusually. He said me 'darling', he used those freaky smileys hahaha. But I really like it. I am glad that night :') Suddenly, he asked me to text him first the next day. And I really do it. The next morning when he updated his status, I sent him "Good morning, have a nice day! ({})<3" and he replied it with strange words -_- stupid! And suddenly again, when I was in the bathroom, pooping hahaha, he asked me with who I am at home. And I told him that I was with my sister and my only maid. Straight away, he told me that he wanted to come to my house and I was surprised! How can he joking! But it wasn't a bulshit. He asked me to took a bath quickly because he really wanted to come to my house. Such a full-of-surprise asshole -_-

I asked my friends what should I wear, they told me I just need to wear a usual dressing gown. I followed their suggestions. At half past nine, he just arrived at my house! Honestly, what I felt that time is, I am nervous hahaha -_- but after he went in my house, he scared with my dog, Rambo! LOL, looser. He laughed at me, kissed my cheek, holding hands, kissed my hair he told me that the scent smell good, checking phones, told my nose flat -_- and I pinched his pillowy cheek. We talked for hours! How cute :3 We shared anything we wanted like teenage love life! What a live<3

At half past eleven, he went home because his friend asked him to go to school. You know my feeling guys!!

The second one is, today was AME!'s turnover stewardship! Congratulation to Yoga my handsome guy as the new leader! Work hard play smart ;) congratulation too to Carlos Valderama, Gung De Raul, Jayantha Ananda, Dentria Sudarsa, Satria Wibawa, Winda Permatasari, Aan Triandana, and Endi Ananda as the other steward ships. And me, as the chamberlain will work this one year together with Winda. Wish me luck guys!!

Okay, this post is actually what happened today. I will miss this day, anyway :')

I'm shutting down my notebook! Gotta go to bathroom, have to go to EF zzzzz such a boring course.

Talk to you later, with love<3

Love is sweet when it's new. But it's sweeter when it's true.

I Miss You but I Can't Do Anything...

Hello Blog World! How are you? I am definitely fine, but I'm missing someone who doesn't even miss me too. Stupid enough right? Honestly, I'm so blindly in love with this idiot. He is so unperfect, the only thing I like from him is he is super cute. Just it, no else. Am I wrong?

He made a confession yesterday. He loves me???? I AM confuse with you STUPID!!!!! You are SO unpredictable! How you've made me falling crazy with you :(

I miss talking to you. Have a late night conversation with you. Greet you at school. I miss you it doesn't mean that we never meet each other, I'm too shy to greet you first because you're always with your friends. Always. I don't have much time talking to you. That's why I'm afraid of falling over again. Hope you read this, dude. Though I know the possibility is 1:100.

I'm about to loose my mind!

Mr. Wrong.

We are about TOO close.

Sorry for the late posting. I am kinda busy this few days because of unimportant tasks. Bloging from my father's Mac, I'm at Jimbaran right now, listening to the radio with empty head and bit stomachache. Dammit. How are you guys? Hopes fine. I'm doing my tasks well so it done better. Argh thank you suarya lengar, I fucking love you asshole.

I am in love. Not really. I'm not gonna say it here (his friend can stalk my post :x). He is damn cute. For God's sake I love him, okay I like him since I don't know.

EVERYDAY. He texts me. Feels like there are plenty of butterflies dancing in my stomach. He is care with me. He is my friend when I'm alone. He is there when no one ever remember my existents. He makes me laugh when I'd almost forgotten how to do it. He is everything. What is wrong with me, God please? I avoid my self to fall twice but it just happened. Did I fall again and again? This made me crazy! You know crazy? Like you are in the room full of peoples but you feel alone. Yeah I think it's crazy. I don't ever reject his texts. I always respond it. Am I wrong? Kinda bitchy or what? Oh PLEASE!!! T____T

What should I do? Why can't you just tell me how you feel, because the way you're acting is confusing me :( I don't have idea. The only way that I can do is just play the game you've started. I am ready for the consequence. No matter what. I can do this! :)

"A guy and a girl can be just friends. But at one point or another,

They will fall for each other... Maybe temporarily

Maybe at the wrong time.

Maybe too late.

Or maybe, forever." - (500) days of summer.

World Peace ☮ut!

Say,

PEACE! ☮