I love you, Bas∞

Selamat Hari Kasih Sayang Sedunia! :)

Selamat pagi! Selamat beraktifitas :)

Hari ini sekolah saya punya jadwal khusus hari valentine haha. Hari ini sekolah dari jam 10 sampai jam 2. Haah sayang sekali nanti padahal ada Crazy Little Thing Called Love jam setengah satu *nangis darah*.

Anyway, Happy Valentine's Day for everyone who's might be inlove or forever alone like me :")

Sebenarnya saya punya pacar, mantan kekasih yang kemudian jadi pacar saya lagi, atau belum balikan saya gak ngerti. Saya gak peduli status kita yang sekarang kayak gimana, tapi yang pasti my heart's all his. Gak bisa dipungkiri, my live would suck without him. Okay, I gotta go to bathroom now. Oya, my mom's did ridiculous thing this morning. She put a chocolate beside my phone but I don't realize it LOL. I'm sorry mom:*

Happy Val's Day everyone!

XOXO.

I love u, under-age man<3

Best Year of My Lives is 2011!

Hello guys. What cha duin? Haha I'm fine :) as usual. But I'm freaking easily get emotion with people around me though they didn't wrong anyway -____- I'm sorry guys, I'm in PMS. Sucks.

Okay, on this posting I want to describe about flashback during this year. Because today is the last day in 2011. Let me begin :)
JANUARY

Festival Karmany Smansa 2011, Ocean Session 

Denpasar Festival 2011 with DADA :')

On January, I did so many things. I began my first semester in the 10th grade. Getting close with my Dewanty Aprillia, and so my ex-boyfriend's birthday on 29th. Oh ya, on January there were also FKS or Festival Karmany Smansa with theme Ocean Session and Denpasar Festival, which ended today. It begun two days ago. But I couldn't come because my friends were busy this time :( sad.
FEBRUARY

Is it February? I just can remember what happened on 14th February. Yeah exactly that's Valentine's Day. I got my 2nd flower and a tiny chocolate, I got it from my ex. Both of that things. Honestly I was glad that day hehehe :$
The Full-of-Hapiness month :')





MARCH
My Mom's birthday!! Yeah. And also DBL and Porjar&PSR. And I didn't have any photos of that -_-
APRIL
What happened on April? I think April I'm in a big trouble with my best friends. I did't even know why they hostile me :') but now I'm fine, really fine with all of them :*
MAY!!!!!

you guys are precious♥

Exactly!!!! It was my sweet sixteen birthday! Yupiiiiiy. Honestly that day I wasn't glad. Yeah, I was sad. Because my boy (now he is my ex) consider his school soccer more important than go out with me. He promised me once to go with me on my birthday. But he lied. So my friends cheer me up and we went to Centro, had a dinner at Burger King and sang along at Inul Vizta. Thanks God, You give them for me :')
JUNE
I think on June I was undergoing my exam. Final exam. So maybe that month I spent my time studying and finally got Science 2 -_- fuck. Stressful month argh!
JULY
HOLIDAY!!!!!!!! Yeah hahaha. I went to Hong Kong with my family on July. Ah it was unforgettable. You guys must go there. I didn't like the weather, but I love the places! Disney Land!! I want go there again next time haha. Just kidding I have no money.

at The Golden Bauhinia Tower

Dreams come true, Disney Land.

AUGUST
I'm on grade 11 now :D Senior year! Yeah. I got my SJC's shirt. Finally. Thanks God :)
Hey by the way I got heartache this month. Andreee :') hahahahaha.
SEPTEMBER
Month of Heartbreak. Where I got close with him but suddenly there was a car crossing in the road and crash you. It hurts. Huhu. But It doesn't matter, he had back :D
OCTOBER
Month of Love. My first year anniversary with Baskara. Hmmm, he gave me roses, photo frame and cute dolls :3 OMG I gave it back to him :( lil bit regret...But If I wasn't give it back, it must be so hard to forget him. Huhu.
NOVEMBER
Month of trouble. So the story begin when the Journalist Club's inauguration. On September, I broke up with Baskara and getting close with him. But suddenly he is gabeng and I'm back to Baskara. So Baskara deleted him from my bbm contact, and suddenly on this month, 16th of November, he invited me again and I accepted and Baskara didn't even know it. I changed his name become 'putri' on my bbm contact. LOL. Baskara didn't realize it -_- stupid. But then, one day, I was gabengin both of them. I asked Baskara to picked me up at home because I can't go to school if he didn't help me :') on the way, we met Andre. I saw him, but I didn't know that he saw me too oh stupid as hell. Then when I arrived at school, suddenly his friend, Dhara, asked me 'Did you go out with Baskara this morning?' and I was shocked. So shocked. I just forget about it and walked along. I just remember that Baskara put his key on my bag so I used his car to go out with my friends hahaha, and when we've returned from there, I searched Baskara and found him in front of the library. I stand up in front of him and suddenly Andre saw us!!!!! Oh God, so apes! Dammit hahaha. Then suddenly I ran away and Baskara was mad at me that time. "If you really love him, just let me go." And yeah, I let him go. You know? Andre was mad too at me. That's why I believe in Karma -_- Then I explained what happened that morning, but he wasn't believe me. I asked Dhara's help, so do Lia. Until he said "Lain kali jangan kayak gitu lagi ya. Kamu pilih satu atau kamu bakal kehilangan keduanya." And I replied "I choose you, ndre." Aw♥
DECEMBER
The end of every chapter. I mean the end of 2011 :D Christmas and New Year is two things that everybody's wait on December. And so do me! :)
I didn't do anything while Christmas. I just text him and say Merry Christmas but it's too late :( I'm so tired because I just got home from stayed overnight at Marriot.
Ohyaaa, this December was so delightful. I stayed overnight with my girls. I almost forgot it :$ December is a holiday's month so I did so many things that I can't explain one by one. And now, I'm at Jelita's house, celebrating New Year's Eve with my beloved big family. Ahhhh so cozy! Yah anyway, until now, I'm doing so fine with Andre. Wish me the best way, guys. Hope he is not gabeng anymore. I have so many list to do in 2012. Oh God, unbelievable. 2012, I'm scared but yeah if it's destiny we're all gonna die on 2012, we can't do anything :)

Oookay guys. This is the last post on this year. I hope you guys have such a beautiful New Year's Eve. I love you, 2011. I hope 2012 will be better :)

with♥ xoxo

50 Facts About You.

Let me introduce about my boyfie. Check check!

1. His name is Anak Agung Gede Agung Baskara Kepakisan.

2. You can call him Baskara or bebek.

3. Was born in Denpasar, on January 29th, 1996.
4. At Sanglah Hospital.
5. He is 15 years old now.
6. I called his father Om Gung Raka, and his mother Tante Vera =D
7. He has one brother and one sister.
8. His brother's name is Gung Adi, and his sister's name is Luna :*
9. He studied at SMPN 3 Denpasar.
10. He wants to continue his school to SMAN 1 Denpasar.
11. He is a basketball player.

12. Exactly. His back number is 12 :)
13. He loves basketball so much.
14. He really likes playing Free Style so much. Some kind of Basketball game online. It makes me jealous...
15. He loves listening to music. Any genre of music.
16. His favorite one is a song from 'A Day To Remember - Have Faith in Me'
17. He really hates it when I ignore his text message.
18. He really LAZY.
19. He is fussy too -_- I love fussy boy :*
20. He hates past.
21. He really loves flashback. About me and him♥
22. He is young, but wise. I really like listening to his advices :)
23. Ahya! He is the captain of SMPN 3 Basketball team!
24. I'm missing him so much right now :(
25. His favorite color is blue.
26. He eats and drinks anything =D
27. Sometime, he is annoying. Like a grape.
28. He really wants to make me happy. But this time, he can't. No problem, darling :)
29. Hey! He is a smoker. I hate it so much. Sh*t
30. He is much much taller than me!!!!
31. He hates being force and ignore. Me too. So we're the same :D
32. He LOVE playing BILLIARD 'till DAWN, until his MOTHER get MAD!
33. He knows me so weeeeellllll~
34. He loves kisses and hugs♥ from meee!! ;p
35.  If he is mad, he will yell at me :(
36. He is ego.
37. He likes "ngegombal". I love his gombalaaaan :$
38. When on the phone, he always end up with this: "Daaahh. Mwah. Loveyou"
39. He is handsome in my eyes♥
40. He is Makibo and I am Makibi.
41. He is Apple and I am his pear♥
42. He loves watching Ben 10, Pokemon, and cartoon serial that I'll never understand -_-
43. He is funny. I never get bored to hear his joke :D
44. He will tell anything about himself. He is not a liar. I wish...
45. He has his own way to show his love. Different from anybody :)
46. On the phone is his favorite one.
47. If he's mad, he will talk about sarcasm. rgh.
48. Ohyaaa, he is spoiled and mushy. I ever hear him crying. Sorry :')
49. I abbreviate his name to AAGABK, come from Anak Agung Gede Agung Baskara Kepakisan :)
50. The last one, he is mine♥

April's Fool =D

This happened a month ago. I spoofed my boyfie with my own imaginary mind LOL. This is the story...

One day, I remember it was April 1st, 2011. I woke up with a rascal idea on my mind =D 

I took a bath as usual, prepared to go to school, but not forget to call my boyfriend. My daily activity :) I called him, and he just woke up from his nice dream (he told me). And that rascal idea peep out like a water overflowed. Gaaahhh, he surprised. Panic attacked him. And totally freaking out. Haha can't stop smiling, remembering that day =D

On the phone, I said:

Me: Good morning, babe. How's your night?

Him: Wonderful *yawning*

Me: Oh really? Great.

Him: Yeah.

Me: Babe, I have a bad news.

Him: What's that?

Me: Hmmmm...

Him: Tell me, hurry.

Hold on. I'm laughing =D Okay continue.

Me: Yesterday I was fad used my sister's pregnancy test. And the result was positive.

Him: *silence*

Me: Babe?

Him: *sigh*. Are you sure? I never did that to you, dear. It wasn't me.

Me: I know darling. But I never did to anyone else too. I'm scared...

Him: Oh no. (he is panic!!) What should I do?

Me: I don't know...

Him: Is it accurate? Are you sure? I'm...

Me: Babe, listen to me. What date is today? April 1st. So?

Him: So what? Don't frightened me.

Me: Dear, calm down. Today is April Fools. Surprised.

Him: OH! YOU! SHIT!

LOL =D

The end ;)

Half-Year Anniversary♥

Hello! I'm on webcaming with my boyfie. Check this out :D

hahhahahaha LOL. I miss him so much. Ohyaaaa, by the way, yesterday was our anniversary. Half-year. Oh God, thanks you gave him to me. He is perfect. He grows up fast. He is more than anything. He grows older. I love it. He gave me advices, suggestions, everything that could made my day brighter. I'm lucky to have you, darling.

Happy Half-Year Anniversary, Baskara. Semoga bulan ini lebih baik dari bulan sebelumnya. Semoga gak ada kata putus atau berantem lagi ya ;) Aku sayang kamu♥

Five Months Disasters.

Walks to six months. Soooo much problems we had done.

"We fight we break up. We kiss we make up."

2 days to go, we will celebrate our half-year-niversary. I hope there's no more break up (astungkara), no cheating. Cause she'll never know your story like I do ;)

Yaahhh, I want the best for us. Darling, don't ever leave me. I love you, Baskara :)

Rubiks's Love♥

Begin here, with my rubiks ;;)

Once upon a time, at British 5 International, I felt too lazy to entered my class, so I stayed at the library waiting for my crush -_- suddenly I saw my friend was standing up in front of my class, and I called him "Sini bas, gausah dah masuk kelas. Hehehehe." I asked him to stayed up with me at that library. We were not talking, busy with our own mind. Then, my crush came, he looked mad when he saw Baskara was there too. Ckck, not long after that, he just go and he told me that he went home. He was mad. I'm not that care. So I began to talked to Baskara. About his love life I guess :p He had a PDKTan named Ronggeng. I don't like her too much. She is bitchy women. Yawn. Then, I took out my rubiks cause I was boring. Baskara annoyed me, he says "Bisa main rubiks yaa? Ajarin dooong." I started to taught him, but he was stupid, and he can't. He tried, I tried, but yeah, he failed hahaha :D Until my class returned home, he still playing my rubiks. Unyielding!

From that moment, I attracted to him. He is interesting, funny, and I feel happy when I'm with him. Just like that my love began. I don't supposed to. Haha, love is blind, love is sudden. I love him till now, the same guy I played my rubiks with. Baskara, he is mine :)

Fairy Tales Don't Always Have A Happy Ending, Do They?

I love Baskara. I love him so much. No matter what he had did to me...

But this time, he'd gone too far. He had an affair. Apa sih kurangnya aku? Apa yang buat kamu ngelakuin itu semua? Aku kurang cantik? Oke. Aku sayang kamu apa adanya, bukan ada apanya. You broke up our 5 months with this way? What do you want from me, hah? Okay, if you did this again to me, I'll slap you in the face before karma do!

I don't know who's wrong or right. His affair was too bitchy or my ex was an asshole?

I know I'm not your any-who anymore, but pleaaaaseeeeeee, go to hell if you didn't meant your words like this "Awi, I love you. Aku bakal jagain kamu. Aku bakal jadi orang pertama yang hapus air matamu kalo kamu nangis. Jangan khawatir, aku bakal selalu ada buat kamu."

Sebenarnya aku bener-bener kecewa sama Baskara. Dia boleh tinggalin aku kalo emang udah gak ada rasa sayang sedikitpun di hatinya dia. Gak usah pake selingkuh. I'm fine. Aku bakal coba move on kalo memang dia lebih milih si orang ketiga. Yeah, at least, he's the best thing that's ever been mine...

The Little Things She Needs.

I know I'm not perfect, but I'm an human. Has heart and soul. I love my boyf more than anything. I give everything he asked to me. Like called him everynight, text him first, or sometime meet him in a certain place. Yeah. I deal it. But I want him to know, that I need him to respond my thoughtfulness. This is several needed from me, apple...

1. TIME

You're tooooo busy now, dear. Looked at yourself. Compare, you're more concerned with your friends or me? Kapan waktunya buat aku? And then, school's problem. You're in an exam right now. Oh yeah. I can understand this one. I supported you full, darling. Good luck and don't messed with it.

2. HUG

A hug can represented you so much love in it. I believe that. Cause when I hugged you, I feel so free. So warm and my scared disappear at all. I feel comfortable when I'm with you. Thanks for the hugs during this 2 years ({})

3. ROSES

Roses. Sound so ordinary, but I love it so much. They're pretty, seems like me LOL JK. Roses are special in my eyes. It symbolized how much you care about your girlf :'D (my own opinion). 

Three main things. It doesn't spend much money. Just sharing my thought. Wish he reads this..

Fighting for Nothing.

Boyfriend. They're suck, but whenever he's not beside me, I feel empty, like I have nobody. Fight is our daily activity. Baskara Kepakisan is one of the most annoying boy in this world, but without him, my day means nothing. Almost everyday, like it's so usual. Hurt, yes, it's hurt to get his anger almost everyday. Don't he knows that? Feels like I'm unimportant, like he gets boring with me. Like yesterday and today. Yesterday, he left me to walked along with his friends to Kuta, rrrrrr, I'm trying to patient, but increasingly he doesn't care to me anymore. When he gets home, I feel relieved. He text-ed me, that he said it was raining outside and he got wet. I feel pity, so I discouraged to be angry. I asked him to took a shower, and had a dinner, then he continued his activity to text-ed me. And today!!!!!! He went to Batur and Besakih with his school. Mana waktunya buat aku? You're too busy, sweety...

Ohya, sometimes, the hurt-est thing is, his harsh words. Hh :'

HURT

Happy (belated) Valentine's Day!♥

THANK YOU SO MUCH, MY BOYFRIEND, BASKARA♥

He gave me these roses yesterday. Not too good, but I like it so much! He gave me chocolate too. Aaaaaaaa, and I gave him sandal and chocolate too.  Happy (belated) Val's Day, everyone! This is the first time I got something special in special day. Informed, that I never have a boyfriend on valentine's day. Pathetic :'

So? This is special. Oyah! By the way, thanks for the unforgettable night, dear :$

Hope This Togetherness Will Last Forever.

20 October 2010. 3 months ago. Exactly when he told me that he loves me. And I told him, that I love him too. So many problem we've been through this 3 months. Sometimes it made me crazy and confused. Little problem can change into the bigger one. Oh, how ridiculous.

I love him, surely. He makes me falling in love into the deepest. But sometime, I must be honest that I really-really envy with his ex girlfriend. I don't know why. And I think, he loves me without any reason. He loves me simply.

Flashback On 2010.

2010. Has so many memories on it. Day by day, month by month, until now, I can't believe that we've entered the new year, 2011. I'll mention the memories that I've done by on the 2010 past. Here it is...

January 2010

 

My fate on 2010 begin here. Oh crap! I hate him. He leaves me, didn't give any reason. Yeah, he is mean, I know, but why am I keep my believe on him? I hate my self! Actually, I won't mention his name, cause it will making angry my boyfriend :* I and him (jerk) was so close before, till approxiamately on May or June. Sad? Hemmm, I guess I am, but not till this time. He is out of my mind.

February 2010

Valentine's Day! And I got nothing :( Pathetic! So sad. Oh :(

I wish on 2011, I'll get the sweetest moment ever on Valentine's Day :)

March 2010

Porjar and PSR or in Indonesian called Pekan Olahraga Pelajar and Pekan Seni Remaja. This is like a competition all students in Bali, from the elementary school, junior high school to senior high school. It was interesting, because I always become one of the supporter! Haha. But in one case, I am also as the documentary, as a journalist :) I got to cover up the football team of SMPN 1 Denpasar. Here it is...

April 2010

What was happening on this month? I forgeeetttt!!!!! I just remembered that this month was his birthday 3-|

May 2010

MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!! So what? I got nothing too!!! OH PATHETIC!

June 2010

The most unforgettable. Pagelaran. I miss you guys, 9c. You're irreplaceable. We've been together since we're on 7th grade.

We're all the friends of Nine C class singing a song of friend. Three years we spent our time together here in joy and grief. We'll never let our friendship ends no matter what it cause. Although this is our farewell we'll never forget you...

July 2010

Masa Orientasi Siswa. hehe I've describe about this one, right? You can go to this link

Thanks♥

4 days ago was my 2nd month anniversary with my boyfriend, Baskara. I love you, dear. Hope we will last forever. Don't go..

And he gave this to me. Awwwww :$

I love you, Baskara♥

And Everytime I Looked at You, It's Like The First Time.

How could I explain my feelings? I think I'm crazy. What's wrong with me? He's my boyfriend, already, but, why did my heart can't stop beat faster when I see his face and smiles? Oh God, are You kidding me? I'm, hmmmmmm... Oh! I can't explain mine. I'm too in love with this little boy. Hey dude, do you have the same feeling with mine? I wish you do, darling. You mean everything to me. You give me a fight. A new spirit. You are like a light in the darkness. You are MINE.

Remember your promises, dear. I don't want you to dissapoint me. I love and miss you, I do everday, every time, every seconds in my life. Don't leave me.

Ah! I don't know why, I've posted five different posting with the same topics and that's all about him. I don't understand why -____-

Hey Duck! I Love You! Don't stop giving me a spirit, dear. That's the most important thing I need from you.

Specially for my beloved Baskara:

I love you so much, dear :)

I Just Wanna Say...

"I Love You, Anak Agung Gede Agung Baskara Kepakisan."

Last Day of October. Good Bye, Lovely October :)

Helyeah blogger!! How are you dude? Oh I wish you all fine without any problem :)

Today, 31 October 2010, Last day of this month. Uhm, I'm gonna miss this October a lot. With a bunch of memories. Laugh, Cry, Love, Live, that's all mixed and become one. The special one, 20 October 2010, this will last forever in my memory. Thanks, my Bas, I love you so much darling!

But now, I had a problem with his ex. She is totally in envy with me and Bas, of course. Why? I think I'm much prettier than her so she never match with my boyfie. Okay sorry. Too pathetic. Yeah, I guess she is envy with our intimacy HAHA! So, she uses her way, disturb US with that way hah biatch? Sorry, YOU CAN'T!! Cause I love Baskara, and he does too. Don't worry baby, I'll keep and give the best for my Bas. So, can you please just take care of your self and never disturb our relationship, biatch? Oh yeah, go to hell, PLEASE :)

Anak Agung Gede Baskara Kepakisan♥

I love him so much.

His name is Anak Agung Gede Baskara Kepakisan. He was born on 29 January 1996. Hmm, I know, he is 8 months and 13 days younger than me. But I don't give a shit. I do, I love him.

He is perfect for me.

Handsome. Cute like a duck :p Wise (sometimes), faithful, honest, kind and nice, polite but sometimes fucking annoying (sorry,dear), LAZY, kindda a real man but he still a boy :p

He studies at SMPN 3 Denpasar. He loves basketball (more than he loves me I guess).
I love him since.....I don't know. We're officially in a relationship 6 days ago, at nice date, 20.10.2010 or 20 October 2010.

I love him because, hmmmm, everybody found nothing special on him, but I guess, in my eyes, he's everything. Without him, I think my world means nothing.

I found you, finally, dear. You are, mine.

Do you love me like I do I love you? I know I'm not damned perfect like your EXs, I'm sorry. I just try my best. I will give you anything. Just you. Only you.

I loooooooooooooooooooooooveeee you. You must know it.

Don't you?

Don't leave me. I'm crazy for you, I guess :p

With my full deeply hearts.