Inner Pressure.

I'm feeling strange. Uncomfortable with this new environment. There was absolutely nothing's change. My bestfriend, my boyfriend, they are change! I don't know them. I don't know where to tell my problem, so here I am, writing on my online diary. I'm feel empty, can't feel anything. I'm trying to don't care, but this problem just broke down my concentration. They're different, I'm afraid to tell this to'em. I feel no one can understand me. And it's all killing me softly! Oh God, can You help me? I can't live in this situation. I'm feeling fake, they're fake. I need the real one. Where are they? And in this time, I really-really miss my crazy mates on Junior High School. They were there when I need them. Could someone tell me, where I can find my happiness back? I'm totally desperate here. Feeling fake, feeling wear my fake mask. I'm smiling outside, but no one knows what I'm feeling inside my heart. I'm die.

A Little Too Late, Festival Karmany Smansa Ocean Session

This year theme's of the Festival Karmany Smansa was Ocean Session. I can't enjoyed the program because I'm one of the crew. I worked on it. It's okay. I got so many experiences during the FKS. There were a lot of stands. Food stands, games stand, mahendi stand, tarot stand, bookstore stand, nail art stand, accessories stand, clothing stand and also tattoo stand. I stayed at the tattoo stand, as the seller haha. Tired? Don't ask me. A little bit, but I was happy. I took some pictures before it began. Here...

Blue, Ocean Session.

Girls Day Out.

This photos are taken when we're together were hanging out :D Check!

Sebenarnya masih banyak, tp males uploadnya hahahahaha. ILYSM, girls! <3

Flashback On 2010.

2010. Has so many memories on it. Day by day, month by month, until now, I can't believe that we've entered the new year, 2011. I'll mention the memories that I've done by on the 2010 past. Here it is...

January 2010

 

My fate on 2010 begin here. Oh crap! I hate him. He leaves me, didn't give any reason. Yeah, he is mean, I know, but why am I keep my believe on him? I hate my self! Actually, I won't mention his name, cause it will making angry my boyfriend :* I and him (jerk) was so close before, till approxiamately on May or June. Sad? Hemmm, I guess I am, but not till this time. He is out of my mind.

February 2010

Valentine's Day! And I got nothing :( Pathetic! So sad. Oh :(

I wish on 2011, I'll get the sweetest moment ever on Valentine's Day :)

March 2010

Porjar and PSR or in Indonesian called Pekan Olahraga Pelajar and Pekan Seni Remaja. This is like a competition all students in Bali, from the elementary school, junior high school to senior high school. It was interesting, because I always become one of the supporter! Haha. But in one case, I am also as the documentary, as a journalist :) I got to cover up the football team of SMPN 1 Denpasar. Here it is...

April 2010

What was happening on this month? I forgeeetttt!!!!! I just remembered that this month was his birthday 3-|

May 2010

MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!! So what? I got nothing too!!! OH PATHETIC!

June 2010

The most unforgettable. Pagelaran. I miss you guys, 9c. You're irreplaceable. We've been together since we're on 7th grade.

We're all the friends of Nine C class singing a song of friend. Three years we spent our time together here in joy and grief. We'll never let our friendship ends no matter what it cause. Although this is our farewell we'll never forget you...

July 2010

Masa Orientasi Siswa. hehe I've describe about this one, right? You can go to this link