Double Trouble. F!

Todayy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fuck Saturday.

Today was raining, and my boyf picked me up at my school. We were on the road to his futsal's place. So we got wet. Hah! Cold! So cold. I didn't wore any jacket, and my uniform was damp. Can you imagine it?

Was it sweet? I think it wasn't. Cause my mother scolded me when I've arrived at home. How pity. I got headache now. Nice!

I Miss You So Much And You Don't Deserve It.

I hate this feeling. Where I feel I really-really need him when he's not. I hate my self for doing it. It was too useless for me. After too long not talking with you, you're still you. Your eyes, your voice. It makes me fly! How could you did it to me? I don't even know, why I must thinking about this problem. Useless. Weird. Hah! I hate my self!!!!!! God, help me to forget him :( It was too hard for me for do it by myself...

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Trust No Man, Fear No BITCH!

Special post for my lovely Jelita :)

Be strong. One word means everything. You can called her wonder woman, and called her EX JERKASS! I feel disappointed with Ars, seriously, he brokes my sister's heart. 2 years useless. Dreams, memories. If I'm as Jelita, I would die at this time, right now! Who would not hurt if it is decided boyfriend and the boyfriend had another, and not just one, but TWO!! Oh how hurts it is. I know, there's absolutely guilty's feeling in Ars. He just easy to come and easy to go.

Jelita, please don't hurt yourself for those fucking memories! He can, so why you not? You can do it more than what he did to you, dear...

Jelita told me, on her birthday, Ars gave her 12 roses. 

"Biar bisa dia jagain adek sampai 12 taun kedepan, trs kita nikah, buat anak, namanya wah aju. Cita-cita kita berdua, punya artshop di kuta sama jimbaran. Sekarang mana mungkin kayak gt. Udah beda, udah berubah, gara2 YUNA. Gabakal adek pernah bisa lupain dia. Yang namanya Arsandi, sampe adek punya suami, gak akan adek lupain."

How sweet they were? Now, it's just a dirty memories.

Fucking BITCH who've stole his heart. Damn! Why her?

I hate her too much.

Happy (belated) Valentine's Day!♥

THANK YOU SO MUCH, MY BOYFRIEND, BASKARA♥

He gave me these roses yesterday. Not too good, but I like it so much! He gave me chocolate too. Aaaaaaaa, and I gave him sandal and chocolate too.  Happy (belated) Val's Day, everyone! This is the first time I got something special in special day. Informed, that I never have a boyfriend on valentine's day. Pathetic :'

So? This is special. Oyah! By the way, thanks for the unforgettable night, dear :$

Hope This Togetherness Will Last Forever.

20 October 2010. 3 months ago. Exactly when he told me that he loves me. And I told him, that I love him too. So many problem we've been through this 3 months. Sometimes it made me crazy and confused. Little problem can change into the bigger one. Oh, how ridiculous.

I love him, surely. He makes me falling in love into the deepest. But sometime, I must be honest that I really-really envy with his ex girlfriend. I don't know why. And I think, he loves me without any reason. He loves me simply.