Rubiks's Love♥

Begin here, with my rubiks ;;)

Once upon a time, at British 5 International, I felt too lazy to entered my class, so I stayed at the library waiting for my crush -_- suddenly I saw my friend was standing up in front of my class, and I called him "Sini bas, gausah dah masuk kelas. Hehehehe." I asked him to stayed up with me at that library. We were not talking, busy with our own mind. Then, my crush came, he looked mad when he saw Baskara was there too. Ckck, not long after that, he just go and he told me that he went home. He was mad. I'm not that care. So I began to talked to Baskara. About his love life I guess :p He had a PDKTan named Ronggeng. I don't like her too much. She is bitchy women. Yawn. Then, I took out my rubiks cause I was boring. Baskara annoyed me, he says "Bisa main rubiks yaa? Ajarin dooong." I started to taught him, but he was stupid, and he can't. He tried, I tried, but yeah, he failed hahaha :D Until my class returned home, he still playing my rubiks. Unyielding!

From that moment, I attracted to him. He is interesting, funny, and I feel happy when I'm with him. Just like that my love began. I don't supposed to. Haha, love is blind, love is sudden. I love him till now, the same guy I played my rubiks with. Baskara, he is mine :)

Fairy Tales Don't Always Have A Happy Ending, Do They?

I love Baskara. I love him so much. No matter what he had did to me...

But this time, he'd gone too far. He had an affair. Apa sih kurangnya aku? Apa yang buat kamu ngelakuin itu semua? Aku kurang cantik? Oke. Aku sayang kamu apa adanya, bukan ada apanya. You broke up our 5 months with this way? What do you want from me, hah? Okay, if you did this again to me, I'll slap you in the face before karma do!

I don't know who's wrong or right. His affair was too bitchy or my ex was an asshole?

I know I'm not your any-who anymore, but pleaaaaseeeeeee, go to hell if you didn't meant your words like this "Awi, I love you. Aku bakal jagain kamu. Aku bakal jadi orang pertama yang hapus air matamu kalo kamu nangis. Jangan khawatir, aku bakal selalu ada buat kamu."

Sebenarnya aku bener-bener kecewa sama Baskara. Dia boleh tinggalin aku kalo emang udah gak ada rasa sayang sedikitpun di hatinya dia. Gak usah pake selingkuh. I'm fine. Aku bakal coba move on kalo memang dia lebih milih si orang ketiga. Yeah, at least, he's the best thing that's ever been mine...

Mom's Birthday.

25 March 2011, 4 days ago was my mom's bday. It was a little surprise for her. But a lil bit freak -_- Me and my younger and older sister gave her cupcakes and a CD track that she want so much. haha.

Happy Birthday, Mom. I've made so many mistake to you. Please forgive me yaaa. I love you mom, more than anyone does.

100 Facts About Me.

I just promised at twitter that I'll post about 100 facts about me! At this time, I'll write it. Check check! :D

1. My name is Made Yudha Asrithari Dewi.

2. My Friends call me Awi :)

3. Born in Denpasar, May, 13th 1995.

4. Still 15 years old.

5. Was born at Kasih Ibu Hosptial.

6. My mom's name is Yudiastari, and my dad's name is Yudha Astana (I'm sure, they're two both mate)

7. HINDUISM!

8. I love my parents and family more than anything.

 9. Short! Don't call me PREMATUR, beyothcsss kasuba!

10. Beautiful in my own way ;)

11. No one can follow my style. I have my own!

12. Hey, I love 12♥

13. Music is all I need ♪

14. I've been graduated from TK Saraswati 4, SD Saraswati 6 and SMPN 1 Denpasar.

15. And now I study at my beloved SMAN 1 Denpasar.

16. Firstly when I became a prospective students at SMANSA, I got Lestrigon's Class, then X4 rebel class, and now X7 noisy busy class! :*({})
17. I looooooove watching any movies! Anything!♥

18. Being ignored is one of my enemy.

19. My lucky number was 13. Same like my birthday's date. Same like Taylor Swift's.

20. My Anniversary's Date!♥

21. Hey! I HATE smokers, drunkers, cheaters!

22. AME!

23. I miss my childhood.

24. AAGABK have stole my heart and he won't give it back! ;;)

25. I'm good at dreaming.

26. Trust no man, fear no bitch.

27. Tweeting is my life now :D

28. Blogging too :|

29. My Husband's Birthday! :* on January.

30. I meet gorgeous and full of laugh girls that I'll never find it in this world! Andina Putri, Dentria Sudarsa, and Dwipa Maharani. Aaaaaa, love you guysss!!!!!!

31. I miss my 9C :'D

32. I love shocking PINK ;;)

33. I love the smell of him.

34. Hard to fall in love, hard to move on too.

35. MOODY and JEALOUSY!

36. Cengeng.

37. My ego is bigger than my brain LOL.

38. I hate copycaters ;)

39. I love his voice when he just woke up :p

40. I love being cuddled :$

41. Rain. It bring me so much memories.

42. Waiting is such a boring thing!

43. I hate annoying grape (just me and my boyf understand this one).

44. Appleeeeeeeeeeee \(ˇ▽ˇ)/♥

45. Time is money. So don't waste your time :D

46. I hate anything about EX! Allergic.

47. I'm not fat. I'm just full of looooove :)

48. BlackBerry is my second boyfriend. JK!

49. My wallpaper is his photo :$

50. 18 July 2008. Can I go back????

51. I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't.

52. Sometimes, I just want to kill any liars and bitches out there. YUMM!

53. Allergic to bullshits.

54. Google is my bestfriend ({})

55. I love him some much. He is everything.

56. Never like this words "Good Bye".

57. I'm Balinese and I'm proud of that!

58. I'm really good at crying.

59. Keeping secret and making a surprise is my pleasure :D

60. Seriously, I'm tired of writing this post, because my boyf is mad out there wkwkwkwk :D

61. I hate being forced.

62. Getting nervous whenever I'll meet him hehehe (TRUTH!!)

63. I hate seeing anybody when I'm talking to them and they pretended like I'm invisible -_-

64. I'm afraid to loose everyone who I loved so much.

65. baru 65 ya??????

66. Urgh! I hate Killer Teachers.

67. I love colorful color of roses.

68. I love the way you make me smile and feel comfortable when I'm with you.

69. I want you to be there with me, when I need you the most and feel so lonely.

70. I miss the old you.

71. I loooooove THE SCRIPT!!!!!

72. Laughing Out Loud with my friends is my favorite!

73. I'm scoliosis.
74. Smansa 50th generation.
75. Makibo!
76. I love 14 February 2011. The Unforgettable Night♥
77. He calls me Pear :$ Panggilan sayang ;;)
78. I want to ride my bicycle but I can't :'(
79. I love taking photos.
80. DADA!
81. Physics is my best enemy.
82. Biasanya kesan orang-orang pertama kali ngeliat aku pasti dibilang sombong -_-
83. So, don't judge me if you don't know me ;)
84. Taylor Lautner! (Taylor Swift + Taylor Lautner).
85. Bedik ngomong, bedik pelih.
86. My boyfriend hates it when I leave him behind :*
87. She lives in a fairy tale.
88. I'm a jumper!
89. I love tunang pedidi :*
90. I love jcool, sour sally, and flapjacks!
91. My favorite place to stay is home. No more comfortable place in this world besides home!
92. Beside home, I'd love to go to round the world with Makibo♥
93. I love singing although I knew I had a bad bad voice. blaahh
94. I love fresh air.
95. I looove loveeee looovvvveee the smell of rain!
96. His year of births.
97. Getting closer to 100! Yay!
98. Downloading song is my hobby :D
99. A Day to Remember - Have Faith In Me♥
100. I Love Baskara.

Laugh For a Better Life =D

"Anybody with a sense of humor is going to put on my album and laugh from beginning to end." - Eminem

"I love people who make me laugh. I honestly think it's the thing I like most, to laugh. It cures a multitude of ills. It's probably the most important thing in a person." - Audrey Hepburn.

LOL! =D 

The Little Things She Needs.

I know I'm not perfect, but I'm an human. Has heart and soul. I love my boyf more than anything. I give everything he asked to me. Like called him everynight, text him first, or sometime meet him in a certain place. Yeah. I deal it. But I want him to know, that I need him to respond my thoughtfulness. This is several needed from me, apple...

1. TIME

You're tooooo busy now, dear. Looked at yourself. Compare, you're more concerned with your friends or me? Kapan waktunya buat aku? And then, school's problem. You're in an exam right now. Oh yeah. I can understand this one. I supported you full, darling. Good luck and don't messed with it.

2. HUG

A hug can represented you so much love in it. I believe that. Cause when I hugged you, I feel so free. So warm and my scared disappear at all. I feel comfortable when I'm with you. Thanks for the hugs during this 2 years ({})

3. ROSES

Roses. Sound so ordinary, but I love it so much. They're pretty, seems like me LOL JK. Roses are special in my eyes. It symbolized how much you care about your girlf :'D (my own opinion). 

Three main things. It doesn't spend much money. Just sharing my thought. Wish he reads this..

Quote of The Day.

"Screaming is bad for the voice, but it's good for the heart."

Conor Oberts.

Fighting for Nothing.

Boyfriend. They're suck, but whenever he's not beside me, I feel empty, like I have nobody. Fight is our daily activity. Baskara Kepakisan is one of the most annoying boy in this world, but without him, my day means nothing. Almost everyday, like it's so usual. Hurt, yes, it's hurt to get his anger almost everyday. Don't he knows that? Feels like I'm unimportant, like he gets boring with me. Like yesterday and today. Yesterday, he left me to walked along with his friends to Kuta, rrrrrr, I'm trying to patient, but increasingly he doesn't care to me anymore. When he gets home, I feel relieved. He text-ed me, that he said it was raining outside and he got wet. I feel pity, so I discouraged to be angry. I asked him to took a shower, and had a dinner, then he continued his activity to text-ed me. And today!!!!!! He went to Batur and Besakih with his school. Mana waktunya buat aku? You're too busy, sweety...

Ohya, sometimes, the hurt-est thing is, his harsh words. Hh :'

HURT

(500) Days of Summer. Recommended Movie to Watch.

Just watched this movie when Hari Raya Nyepi or Day of Silence. hehe
"This is not a love story. This is a story about love."
Romance, tragedy, comedy, mixed into one. Thumbs up!
This movie was created 2 years ago. This is the plot.

On January 8, Tom Hansen meets Summer Finn, the new assistant to his boss. Tom trained as an architect but works as a writer at a greeting card company in Los Angeles. Following a karaoke night, Tom's friend and co-worker McKenzie reveals that Tom is attracted to Summer. During the next few months Summer and Tom grow closer, despite Summer telling Tom that she does not believe in true love, and does not want a boyfriend.

Tom shows Summer his favorite spot in the city, which overlooks a number of buildings he likes, although the view is spoiled by parking lots. After several months of dating, Tom gets into a fight with a man flirting with Summer and they have their first argument. On day 290, Summer and Tom end their relationship after they see The Graduate, a film which Tom thinks shows true love. Tom does not take the break up well, and Tom's friends call his younger sister, Rachel, to calm him down.

Summer quits the greeting card company. Tom's boss moves him to the consolations department, as his depression is not suitable for happier events. Months later, as Summer and Tom attend the wedding of a co-worker, they dance at the wedding and Summer catches the bouquet. They sit next to each other on the trip home and Summer invites Tom to a party at her apartment. He attends the party but leaves when he sees that Summer is wearing an engagement ring. Tom enters a deep depression, only leaving his apartment for alcohol and junk food. After a few days, he returns to work with a hangover and after an emotional outburst, quits his job. He decides to rededicate himself to architecture, makes a list of firms, and begins to attend interviews.

On day 488, Summer sees Tom at his favorite spot in the city and they talk. Tom states his lack of understanding towards her actions. Summer explains that he was right about the existence of true love, and that she discovered in someone else all the feelings she had never felt with Tom. Summer holds Toms hand but he pulls away. She says she is glad to see Tom is doing well. As she leaves Tom tells her he really hopes she is happy.

Twelve days later, on Wednesday, May 23, he attends a job interview and meets a girl who is also applying for the same job. They talk, and Tom learns she shares his favorite spot and dislike for the parking lots. Before entering the interview, he makes a date to have coffee with her afterward. He asks her name, and she replies "Autumn".

I wish this movie will continued to "(500)days of Autumn"! LOL

This is some pictures of the movies.

RECOMMENDED!
Source: wikipedia & we♥it

Play With Light.

This is totally weird, I think. Amateur photo-shoot :D Iseng, actually this is an accident hehe. But isn't it cool? We don't have any skill about photography. So I need a comments, guys :)

Dentria's Sweet Sixteen Birthday

source: we♥it 

I did the editing.

2 days ago. Yeah 2 days ago. 7 March 2011. It was cloudy. And the day was soooooo special for Dentria Cahya Sudarsa ;p

At 11am, me and my friends and her boyfriend (dwipa, andin and kak Agus Triyana) were preparing for the surprise. Dentria was practicing softball at Renon that time, so we entered her bedroom, and waited her 'till she came.

2 hours left. Me and my friends kindda bored, so we took pictures.

TaaDaaaahhh!!! She came suddenly, so we're a little bit panic! Wahahaha dumb. I ignited the candle, and we hided at the bathroom. Waited a bit long, then she entered her bedroom and.....

SURPRISE!!! We sang, "Happy Birthday Dentri, Happy Birthday Dentri, Happy Birthday happy birthday, happy birthday Dentri! Tiup lilinnya, tiup lilinnya, tiup lilinnya sekarang juga, sekarang juga, sekarang juga!!!" And yeah, she blew up the candle after made a wish, and she was crying. Hahahaha. Next she looked at our gifts. Just like that, me and dwipa andin just give her some photos of us, and cupcakes. I'll attach the photos :D and kak mang te gave her some necklace and roses. How sweet!! :$

Now, she is 16. Old ;p

And then, at 5pm we went to Pizza Hut Sanur, celebrated her birthday and went to one of place of karaoke at Denpasar, Happy Puppy. We enjoyed, we sang, just like teenager's life :)

It was fun. Thanks God :)