August 4, 2010

I Miss You a Lot, My Mr. Topman :(

4 years ago. When I’m still at Elementary School. My first meet with him, Singaraja. I remember it so much. He looked so cute with his pink shirt. Yeah, and at Junior High School, I meet again with him. We studied at the same place that time, SMPN 1 Denpasar. I remember that one day, I feel very close with him, at the 8th grade. I can’t forget it. And yeah, he leaves me for a girl who’s his sister’s friend. I can’t do anything. And that time, I’m missing him so much, he disappeared. But then, he text me and ask me to be his second girlfriend. And yes, I’ve ignored it. I can’t. Not long after that, he breaks up with his girl, while I have had a boyfriend. Poor me, poor him. He always text me to ask about my condition. I’m not reply his message, I can’t. But one day 12th December 2009, he texted me again and I can’t ignore it, he needs me. I know that his language was so harsh, this is what he said.


















That’s just a little bit about our conversation via text messaging. Haha it was at Yogyakarta. Do you understand what we’re talking about? Haha I hope you understand :) And yeah this is our conversation the next day…























 And there are so many texts I’ve saved on my hand phone’s folder. Yes I saved it, anyway. It contains about 2768 include with the sent items. From many texts that I’ve saved, I have my favorites. And here it is…
 

LOL. he's getting angry!! I'm not as arrogant as  he thinks, he just missed me anyway ;p
 

This is the only condition that he wants from me, so he doesn't call me arrogant anymore. I miss this.
 

Haha look at our language!! he starts to use Sunda's language. 
Aak-Teteh.
Hihi i wont forget this one ;)

FLIRT! But i like this so much ;p huu he looks like so cute hah with this language!  Arrr i'll kiss yaa haha lol
 

Boo! this's misunderstanding. he thinks that I texting with my boyf but actually I just texting with him -___- stupidity!
 

Affair's thinking!! LOL
 

Hey girl! Look at your ex boyf, this is his message. HAHA
 

ah! this is when we'll go to resto, he asked me to stay and when i want to turn down to resto, he touch my shoulder, I'm scared of it anw.
 

This is when we're at bus. The air conditioner was so cold. We feel it, both. and yes he asked me to accompany him to his seat, and i IGNORE it ;p
 

wkwk look, different number, rite? this is his friends phone number. his phone was dead oops low battery, yes he borrowed his friend's phone! LOL
 

HUG ME TIGHT!!! DON'T EVER LET ME GO PUHLEASE T.T
 

different phone number again!!  hha, i dont understand why he can remember my phone number. I miss it ;(
 

awwww thankies sweetheart ;) he borrowed my scarf, and the scent still smell the same till now. and I don't lie.


hehe he asked me not to angry with him, when actually I never can get angry with him kok ;)
 

stupidddd!!! he thinks that dear is the same with deer! ohmygawdess -______-
 

heyy , he asked me to date!!! how can I forget this one ??? ahh miss this toooooo!!!!!
 

huuhh , he's lying! he never get scared of my boyfriend. uhh wanna kill you that time you knowww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 

his first kiss via text messaging.. kiss too for you sweetaa :*



must I tell to him that I'm not taking a bath yet? azzz SWT ;p
 

he feels sleepy and didn't reply my message last night. but its alright cause he remember to reply it the next day. thx dear ;)
 

ha! this is when he was sick ;( he had a bad fever, he want me to come to his house, but I cant ;(
 

hehe, this is when I post a wall on his fb and his ex-girl comment it, this is actually my fault but he didn't blame on me ;p

look! he just get angry with his ex-girlf hehe ;P poor her huuuu

;)

you may to come to my house everytime you want,darlaaaaa, cupkisshugsss

hey! what this is mean? haha wanna hug you too dear. I miss you now..

a kiss from you...

I buy a jeans trouser with a colour of black for him. hey WE buy it!! haha don't u understand with me? hihi, thanks to ur rainy jacket too dear..

WAWW! haha i really surprised when read this one. haha he's really JERK. he leaves his phone at his girlf's house and didn't tell it to me!! x(

ah yesss!! this is the best from the best!!! ahahaha i really loved to read this one *dancing*

please don't misunderstanding about this one. this is when he breaks up with her girlfriend, and he promises to tell it to me when we at course , because it was so secret (maybe) and yeah he just want to talk to me :p

haha this is when he asked me to do something stupid bad or maybe sweet haha LOL i cant forget this one. he feels so shy when i ignore his request ;p

his promise. oops. one of his promisesssss. ah he has so many promises on me. and he just can do one of them -_________-
But now, he disappeared again. On 3 weeks, I just found 6 messages from him :( I miss you, boy. Why you can’t be your past anymore? I’ve missed it, do you know it? I wanna back to 12 December 2009 please, God. I’m missing him a lot.
Okay my diary, I’m sorry if I’m so mellowing dramatic! Yes it’s true that I just miss him. No more I can say :’(
 

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